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September 6th, 2008
04:43 pm
today i have burned 621 calories.
and i have eaten NONE.
this feels good. but it won't last.
my 13 year old brother is cooking pizza.. i feel terrible making up excuses with him..
but i don't know what to do.. because dinner is 724 calories.. i've never eaten so many in one meal.
fuckk..
x x
Current Mood:  weird
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September 5th, 2008
08:16 pm
i ♥ love these photos.
 i saw this film and never knew it was it was her she looks completely different when she is fat..
she is so pretty..
Current Mood:  jealous
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07:34 pm - gah
today i felt so weak.
went to my college induction day which was fun.
but i am actually the biggest girl in the class. crap.
fuuckk.
ahaha and today was terrible.
i didn't have anything except on glass of water when i woke up at 8:30 up until 4:30... but i was so tired and feeling ill so i had a drinnk.
anyway its the biggest most unhealthiest binge i have had in ages.
this may trigger and i am sorry if it does.
*2 chunks of white choc (60)
*1 mini bag of popcorn (95)
* 1 bag of crisps (119)
* 1 belgium bun (450)
* juice (3 glasses) (150)
then i had dinner...
* two pieces of toast (150)
* 2 rashers of bacon ( 175)
* one FRIED egg (92)
1291 calories.
ahahaha thats great.
fuckk.
i need to loose weight... and FAST.
i need some sort of new routine.
:(
Current Mood: disappointed
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September 4th, 2008
09:07 pm - Later
okay now its 21:07..
i've had dinner.. waffled it down quite fast to be frank.
I don't even know what it was.. but it consisted of:
*meatballs (which i hate)
*bread
*soup (which acted as a sauce~)
anyway... the normal portion size was 672 calories..
but i didn't have that much so i'm going to guess that its about 500 Kcal (bbut i can't be sure)
then i had a tiny bit of mango i don't really think i had 100g (72kcal) so i'm just going to call it 50 Kcal.
Oh well 550 kcal for the day which i okay..
i haven't really explained myself... i don't even know how to. i don't really think people care.. and its rather self explanitory.
anyway... i will when i will.
x x
Current Mood:  blah
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08:33 pm - :) / :S / :(
:)
Nothing except water and one cup of tea has touched my lips today.
its 8:34.
i think i've done well.
went on wii fit today.. 30 mins and walked a bit today. :(
dinner is ready.
i can't get out of it.
this is fucking devastating.
Current Mood: drained
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September 1st, 2008
09:38 pm - a huge Mary-Kate post.
Current Mood: jealous
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09:07 pm - I ...
I wish i was pretty and thin enough for boys to think "wow :O".
I'd love that.
i mean it would be lovely... to have that kind of beauty... to not even have to try to be beautiful.
Ah.
its fun to dream.
today has been okay.. i suppose.
i had one home made croissant for breakfast.. i'm just going to call it 188 Kcal.
then i was out all day with my friend so i had two red bulls = 110 each (220)
then i had dinner...
4 boiled potatos : 320 (?)
2 low fat sausages = 130 each (260)
salad = 65
so thats :
fuck. i'm so embarrassed.
1053 Kcal.
That is awful.
i feel sick.
i don't know what i am going to do with myself now.
Grrr for fucks sake.
i share a room with my sister and right now all i want to do is some eveing workout.. and i can't because she is with her bf up there.
so now i have to stay and let it sit inside me and there is nothing i can do about it.
i'm disgusting.
i haven't felt so low in so long. maybe last year when i was at the height of all this.
i'm going to drink green tea... all evening.
and tomorrow...
my day will be now food until dinner... and dinner will be salad.
i'm horrible.
x
Current Mood: disappointed
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August 31st, 2008
05:07 pm
 Lauren Conrad is one of my favourite celebs. its not even about weight with her.. i think she is stunning but when i saw these before and after photos i couldn't resist posting.
Current Mood:  calm
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04:59 pm - Thunder storms.
Today has been alright.. i woke up find my cat having kittens.. she had five.. which i nicee.
I had breakfast at about 12:15 because i was with my cat..
i had :
Toast with peanut butter so thats:
61 (bread) 59 (peanut butter).
120 kcal for breakfast.
then i had lunch at 4:15.
Soup (114) and bread ( 90).
204 kcal for lunch..
so i've only had water to drink today..
so....
thats: 324 kcal for today..
This is really weird for me because i don't eat breakfast and lunch, just dinner and a small snack. so i'm worried that i ate BOTH breakfast AND lunch today.
I went on wii fit today and did some excercise, boxing, yoga and toning.
Oh and i lost 2 lbs.
which is okay. that means i lost 3 lbs altogether in a week.. which could have been better. but oh well.. i will progress.
I'm now worried about dinner because i have already used up a lot of my calories. so i'm going to have to be careful.
anyway.. long post about nothing :)
x x x x
Current Mood: full
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August 30th, 2008
08:33 pm - My day.
Went to work today... 10.00 start.. woke up late.. an hour late.. so i tiredly rushed around.. feeling thirsty and dizzy then rushed out the door.
Erm.. i managed to resist something from the bakers which i was proud of..
Anyway today:
* 2 cups of tea = 50 (?)
* One Green Tea = 0
* Carton of just juice = 88
* one mild chilli rice cake = 38
* one rice crispy cake ( the smallest one) = 85
* vegetable stir fry = noodles = 113, vegetables = 60
so all together thats :
434 Kcal for the day... which i'm okay with.
Didn't excercise today.. at work i am always on my feet and walking backwards and forwards.
i'll do some crunches in my room just before bed.
tomorrow i will go on wii fit!
and yeah.. tidy my room.
evening
x x x x
Current Mood: cheerful
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